I'm reaching out with a heavy heart with worry and a soul weighed down by the struggles of single motherhood. Each passing day feels like an uphill battle, a relentless onslaught of challenges that threaten to break me. I'm a single mom, doing my best to keep my head above water and provide for my little one, but lately it feels like I'm drowning in a sea of uncertainty.
The loss of my job hit me like a ton of bricks, leaving me reeling. The steady paycheck I once relied on vanished into thin air, and now I'm scrambling to make ends meet. With rent at $1850, a car note of $600, and $650 owed on my credit card, the bills continue to pile up, and no matter how hard I work, it feels like I'm falling further and further behind.
Amidst these struggles, there's this project I've been pouring my heart and soul into— called "Pencils & Hugs." It's my way for giving back to the community, it's all about helping out kids in need, making sure they have the school supplies and support they deserve. Through "Pencils & Hugs," I aspire to make positive impact on the lives of young ones. But the thing is: while I'm busy trying to lift others up, I'm struggling to stay afloat myself. If you want to find out more visit www.pencilsandHugs.com
Have you ever found you found yourself in a place where you cry yourself to sleep, not because you're necessarily sad, but because you just don't know what to do next? That's been my reality almost every night lately. Despite praying and taking on jobs like DoorDash, as well as resorting to borrowing money from apps, the worry of keeping up with bills keeps me tossing and turning until the early hours. It's a relentless cycle of uncertainty that leaves me feeling overwhelmed and helpless, longing for a glimmer of hope to guide me through the darkness.
But what keeps me up the most is the thought of my child experiencing the upheaval of losing the place we call home is a nightmare I can't shake. The idea of him witnessing my struggles, of doubting my ability to provide for him, is weight I can't bear. As a child, I eagerly anticipated the joys of adulthood, but now that I've reached it, the reality is far from what I envisioned. The weight of responsibilities, bills, and the fast pace of life often leave me longing for the simplicity of childhood. Yet, as much as I wish I could go back, I know time travel is just a dream. While I cherish the carefree days of youth, I carry their lessons with me as I navigate the challenges of adulthood, finding strength in the resilience I developed during simpler times.
Asking for help isn't something that comes easily to me, but I've reached a point where I have no choice. If you could spare ever a small amount of support, it would mean the world to me. Your Kindness would not only provide immediate relief but also offer hope to a brighter future, not just for me but for my child and the other families we strive to help.
Thank you for taking the time to read my story and for considering offering your support. In a world where it often feels like we're alone in our struggles, your compassion shines as a beacon of hope.
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