BEYOND THE FLAMES: Rebuilding a life worth giving
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Imagine this for a moment: two scary house fires, a stint with sepsis that thought it could take me down for good—4 minutes and 36 seconds of literal heart-stopping fun—and a few more devastating curveballs that would have any rational individual questioning everything, life decided to play hardball, and I'm here trying to catch every pitch without completely collapsing ...never to rise again .
I find myself struggling with the unusual and ridiculously frightening reality of surrendering to circumstances that are beyond my control. It's been extremely difficult for me to admit, as I have always worked very hard to earn everything I've accomplished in my 46 years on this planet .. When I was 6 years old I told my Mother that when I grew up I wanted to be a "doctor who flys a plane" despite the fact that she laughed in my face and sarcastically proclaimed, "yeah, good luck with that" ...18 years later with a Masters degree in social work under my belt, despite my inner battle with unworthiness & fear, I proceeded to make one of those a reality when I earned a doctorate in clinical psychology. You see, I've always relied on hard work, passion and determination to overcome life's challenges, but this period is different... it marks the first time in my life that I must confront the harsh truth that I have lost everything (and I mean EVERYTHING) I worked so hard for...
Throughout my journey, I've prided myself on my ability to persevere through even the toughest of times, relying on sheer willpower, dedication and relentless enthusiasm to carve out a path of success and happiness. However, the recent series of events have forced me to confront the fragility of life and the unpredictability of fate.
Despite my best efforts, I find myself standing in the ruins of what once was, facing the daunting task of rebuilding my entire life. As someone who has always been fiercely independent, this newfound reliance on the kindness and support of others is a humbling experience—one that requires me to set aside my pride and accept help with grace...my Mother wouldn't believe it!
Your support would be like a lifeline thrown into the stormy sea of uncertainty—a ray of hope in the midst of chaos. Even the fact that you're reading my plea feels like having a cheerleading squad rooting for me when I'm down beyond the dumps. And believe me, I could use all the cheerleaders I can get....But it's not just about the cash (although, let's be real, that's why I'm here). It's about showing faith in others, even when they're not at their best, standing behind the power of community, fearlessly 02standing strong in the belief that even when life sucker punches you, there are kind hearted people willing to help you dust yourself off and assist you to keep swinging when you red it most.
Your support during this beyond tumultuous time serves as a beacon of hope amidst the darkness, offering reassurance that I am not alone in my struggle. If you decide to choose to extend to me a helping hand, you're not just providing financial assistance; you're offering a lifeline—a tangible reminder that even in our darkest hours, out of sheer selflessness, there are those willing to stand by our side and lift us up when we falter... if I'm lucky enough to earn your generosity, it carries with it a profound impact that extends far beyond the confines of my own personal circumstances. It reminds us all of a collective belief in the power of resilience and the importance of community support in times of need... it STILL takes a village...:)Your potential contribution enables me to not only rebuild what was lost but also to continue serving others, paying forward your kindness, compassion and belief in another human.
As I navigate this uncharted territory, I am reminded of the strength that lies in vulnerability and the beauty that emerges from moments of surrender. With your support, I am confident that I can emerge from this chapter of adversity stronger and more resilient than ever before...
Thank you for taking the time and energy to read my statement. ..your unwavering support and belief in the power of human connection gives me hope for us all. Your kindness and willingness to help strangers you feel would do good in the world with your support is a testament to the boundless capacity for compassion and empathy that exists within each and every one of us... I think we can all agree that
there can never be too much of that
... regardless of what you decide for me, YOU are the real MVPs, and I'll never forget it.
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